Often and Always

A lot of the time I feel like a total and complete jerk.  And a lot of the time it is because I am.  During this time, I step back, look upon my own heart, and the focus I find is usually on myself.  I need some kind of adjustment and I don’t think it is and adjustment that i can do myself- I can only be willing to be changed.  It isn’t my desire for you to hurt.

It takes everything I am to teach myself some disreguard.

I need to be littled.